OK...so lets start with the obvious..you are here..conscious and so alive...and well, you are looking for something to do AS your life That is what Life is...something to do..the only question for you is...what?! So lets cut to the chase. The Bottom line is that you are a self creator...your True Self is the Universal Creative Power (which manifests as everything) and what you experience as 'you' is a creative droplet of this universal creative power, or Superconscious. Religions like to call this creative power 'God' and typically offer some pathway of dogma to find it..and in the meantime enslave your mind and your power to whatever cause they decide Politics and nation statism for many people is their default religion..again how you see yourself is defined by something or someone else My suggestion is you see yourself for what you truly are.. Sure you have limitations, but its those limitations which DEFINE YOUR experience as a human Your limitations are different to the limitations of a rock or an elephant - for whatever reason Your sense of identity has been defined for you by your genetics and your environmental conditioning Are there any options available beyond these defining factors of your prevailing environment? You could debate it..nature vs nurture One thing is certain though, and that is if you don't know you have a True Self, and you don't know that you have a mind which provides the portal for the Superconscious/True Self to manifest as ANYTHING at all, well you will be and believe precisely what you have been programmed to believe - genetically and from external sources (that will be 'YOU' in your own mind) The other variable is that as an individual you have an ego, which is a mask you wear over the top of all your subpersonalities, which each have their own energies and capabilities If you have been conditioned to suppress certain character traits, then they will manifest in other ways..often in unhelpful and even ugly ways The beauty of Self creation Awareness is that it in principle allows you to take ownership of your own life, and that ultimately forces you into a state of self acceptance Your conscious awareness of this construct allows you to consciously define what you want to focus your superconsciousness energy on (via your Mind), without rejecting or suppressing your many subpersonalities You have accepted yourself in principle, and now you are consciously deciding what you want to manifest as - without in any way rejecting your 'self' or various subpersonalities (which external conditioning usually has) What you then consciously choose to manifest with your personal power as your life's experiences , will be your optimal conscious choices defining your subconscious engagement with your prevailing environment Remember EVERYTHING that you are conscious of, has already happened by the time you are aware of it - because everything that ever happens is first created at a subconcious level. Conscious self creation simply allows you to optimise your engagement of this underlying truth of all our experiences and hopefully allow you to experince the most beneficial outcomes possible,given your underlying limitations (you may want to be the fastest person on the planet, but unless your genetics allows this...it aint gonna happen) Your life becomes an experience of personal choices (guided by your own deliberate conscious optimal self image choice) rather than judgements of others (on the basis of 3rd party conditioning, as a basis for a sense of self). And you become empowered to realise your choices, and enjoy the happiness that is your Superconscious flowing freely..your True Self... as what you know as 'You' and your conscious experiences What you choose to be is undeniably up to you (albeit being done at a subconscious level (given the infinite complexity of any choice/outcome),and this inevitably changes the way you see the world...in rather amazing ways...and collectively it gives us all more freedom..because we own our lives, rather than handing them to some self appointed powers that be..